#145

today is new year eve.
WA.
but i'll be still working for my idiotic parents.
arghhh. why they sucks so much :/
last night was miserable.
crying isn't fun =X
maybe i'm regretting again.
but definately, this time im in the wrong.
haishh.
i miss him too.
but im not suppose to.
we're just friends...
anyway.
think my charger is spoilt.
so my phone is low batt larh.
boo!~

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#144

I'M SO MEAN.
i'm so harsh/bad to him.
cried :'(
his letter was yeah..
and his gift is so..
arghhh..
im just so sorrie..
dui bu qi..

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#143

i'm sorry.
very very sorry.
other than this, i dunnoe what else can i say.
i know i cant do anything to make you feel better.
i'm so bad :(
i dun wanna see you sad.
esp on this x'mas.
i just dun wanna lie to you any longer.
I'M SORRIE.
dui bu qi..
i'm selfish.
i'm so evil.
i'm bad larh.
don't be silly anymore kae.
arghh..
anyway.
MERRY X'MAS TO EVERYONE.
thank you and have a nice day.
please give up on me, it's a waste of ur time

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#142

sorrie.
things are slowly getting out of hand.
arghhh.
how am i going to settle it.
lke what xxx said..
i shldn't have........
and yeah.
what mr see says makes alot of sense.
haishh.
but i've already decided.
make up my final decision.
so, yeah..
sorrie lah binggui.
i relle dun need or want anything..
that's the only thing i wish for this x'mas.
so dun be angry lah.
dui bu qi.
birthday then i tell u what i want kaes :DD
what i wish for christmas is you..

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#141


VERY, SUPER CONFUSED!!!!
should i?
haishh.
tomorrow's friday.
yupp :DD
moive with bernie,yuxuan and carol today.
yupp.
think carol will update her blog.
so yeah.
for more info, please refer to carol's blog :DD
im just too lazy to update.
quite fun ^.-

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#140

what can i say?
disappointment?
hahaa.
not relle.
im like.. hoping something more will happen..
haha.
anyone understands what im saying ??
lols.
whatever.
arghh.
dariling; i'll be very busy next week larh. not i dun even sure im free on wed anot. but i'll try to make it. arghhh..
joanne; JOJOJO~ i miss you so much larh. i miss crapping with you during recess, cant wait for school to start. i know you know i miss you too..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIXUAN :DD

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#139

steph ask me why i dun blog often like her.
so here i am.
lols.
FOURTEEN DECEMBER 2006
it's a new start or shld i say its just a trial.
whatever.
chatted with dariling last night.
realised i've missed out alot of her life.
hahaa.
nevermind.
we're gonna meet up soon :DD
boyfriend is going camp soon.
for 4 days.
arghh. i'll miss him :/
his hands are like..
so cute.. and smaller than mine =X
girl lah he.
lols.
finally went over to boyfriend's house ytd.
its like..
nice larh. so much better than mine.
and it's more tidy x)
read letters from his ex.
some contents were so funny or maybe cute.
hahaa.
then went orchard with kiat and ming.
shopping with guys are so super damn bored.
bought nothing and yeah.
should never wear heels for shopping lah.
tiring :/
but at least still manage to spend some time with them.
ming dun wanna/never intended to buy me x'mas present.
but will be receiving a BLUE rose from him for my birthday next year.
he's gonna be the first to give me flower.
how sweet :DD
hahaa.

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#138

listening : bu shuo chu de wen rou
okay.
i promised him i will forget *him.
so im gonna make sure i do it.
:DD
i think we're sort of got-nothing-better-to-do larh.
every night chat till so late.
arghhh.
maybe this month the bill will be like..
too much for his mum to take it =.=
hahaa.
anyway.
BOYS CAN RELLE CRAP ALOT ^.-
whatever.
today suppose to be 6mth..
but. nvm.
2 more days to thursday :DD
yea!!
but can he relle be trusted??

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#137


CAN YOU LIKE JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD FOR JUST ONE DAY >.<
slept at 5:25am today.
yeah.
lols.
mr. D is cute.
but he's similar to jack in many ways =X
keep reminds me of *him.
sorry :S
so, there's this stupid deal suggested by JT.
one month to try out.
lols xD
is it enough for someone to forget a person.
hard :/
when school reopens, everything's gonna come back to me.
boo~
i hate myself.
nevermind.
at least i'm relle tryin very hard.
not replying tags .
but i'll see okay (:
thanks for coming by to view my blog.
i've spent about $200 this one week.
aww. shit >. <
is it possible for me to forget you.
and have you forgotten about me.
you just don't know how much i missed you :/

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#136


FUCK.
im still missing him so much.
arghh. it's damn much.
boo~
forgetting is so super hard.
ass-hole.

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# 135
listening : a better man - shayne ward
the song that mr.D dedicated for me :DD
lols.
very nice song x)



wo hao nan guo.
finally choose not to wait anymore.
cried last night.
last time already :/
sent him an email as well.
i'll concentrate on mr.D from now on..
and i believe i'll forget him.
all it takes is time...
bye, goh~


A Better Man:
Until the oceans all run dry
Until the stars fall from the sky
Even if words dont seem to rhyme
Ill be addicted to your smile
And if the wind blows out the sun
Ill still believe you are the one
No matter what we're going through
I'll plan to spend my nights with you
I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man
Baby my love will say it all
I'll always catch you when you fall
And if the hard times get too much
I'll still be craving for your touch
I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man
I dedicate my world
I dedicate my all
For every moment
Your leaving me breathless
I dedicate my touch
Forevers not enough
I wanna hold on
I just wanna hold on to you
I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man
It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

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#134
listening : yong bao wo - guangliang


wake up at 7.15am =.=
slpt at 2 plus last night >.<
sis told me something about him.
that's why :/
happened to remember that mileen broke off with him also because she thinks that he changed.
and i thought it was a stupid excuse.
but i'm just another her :S
does he still thinks of me..
hmm...

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# 133
listening : ai zai yang guan li


okay.
there's this nice guy who thinks im nice.
let's just take him as mr. D since i've got mr.A/B/C alr.
lols :DD
yeah.
he's really a nice guy.
keep sweet talk me =X
but he says what *he had never say to me.
he lets me know his feeling, unlike *he.
he ask for what he wants, while *he never let me knows what he wants.
still, i'm thinking more of *he instead :/
mr.D is silly, so am i =X
i'm still waiting for *he....
mr.D is waiting as well...
think im sort of slowly accepting mr.D already.
am i using him :S
I WANT THE OLD HIM BACK!!!
BUT NO USE LARH >.<
forget it.
and there's this guy whom i think is interested in me.
omg.
how to reject guys without hurting their feelings?
or else mr.D sure going to say im RELLE a heartbreaker :/
whatever.
cooking instant porridge for mr.D tmr.
and a date with my laopo + laogong.
think DAlao po wont be joining us ba.
nevermind.
there's still other chance :DD

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#132
listening : zui jin - li sheng jie



went chalet on wednesday.
seriously, it was sort of boring.
but overall at least i've got people to talk to.
nic was accompanying me all the time before her jon came.
or maybe i shld say i left her to let them have some private time tgt.
accompany jt and dom to pierce their ear.
and yeah.
me and nic were suppose to pierce also.
but none of us have the courage larh =.=
zoe left to meet her friends after that.
went back and marinade the chicken wings.
binggui is a good helper :DD
played in the pool in the evening.
and the guys were like..
pulling me into the pool.
i cant swim larh =X
had bbq for dinner.
i managed to eat one sauage.
hahaa.
and im very hungry :/
played the dunnoe what card game.
and thanks to dom.
for helping me :DD
went to cineleisure to watch midnight movie with wenhao,binggui,jt,dom,tom.
supposed to watch colic.
but cathay not showing :S
watched open season instead.
cause bg and dom BOTH dun like andylau
the guys slpt throughout the movie.
cool.
spent $7.50 for an air con room to sleep x)
open season wasnt that bad.
but i don't like cartoon :/
cried during the movie.
but bcus of any touching scene.
but its bored and i thought of him.
thus, cried.
haishh.
we've relle ended.
nevermind. forget about him :]
movie ended at ard 2:45am..
we've to wait till 5 plus for the first train.
cause they finds taxi too expensive..
almost all shops were closed.
and the guys looked tired.
except for me, im super energetic xDD
so walked to plaza sing and the guys fall asleep at mac.
at least dom was awake and talked to me.
hahaa.
and 2 hrs passed...
take train and walk all the way back to aloha loyang.
tiring!!!
everyone had egg, ham, bread for breakfast.
im not used to eat breakfast.
im suppose to go back for cca and takes train back with binggui.
but due to not slping the previous night.
i've got headache and......
( evil grins )
so i skipped dance and rested at chalet.
after sending off binggui then i realised dom and jt lied to me.
but nvm lah.
just hope bro wont be angry at me.
anyway. he's buying a personalised hat for me from genting.
how nice x)
went to slp in de boy's room and dom slpt on the floor.
cus he wanna take pics of me sleeping.
wth =X
wake up like 30 mins later.
and mr.see they all went cycling.
chatted with dom again.
for 2 hr plus.
he's the only one who's awake too.
i tried to wake tom up.
but he's sleeping like a dead pig =x
hahaa.
dom keep seducing me with his seductive eyes.
making me so shy larh :/
had cup noodle ( my first meal )
and helped in cooking lunch.
i added my secret recipe into the rice.
and it turned out not bad.
expected larh.
im a f&n student =P
ate strawberry dip choco.
nice but fattening :/
played water bomb.
it was fun at first.
but dom fell and injured his teeth or gum.
arghh.
like so serious liddat.
but nic's jon say as long as it hurts that means it wont kills :/
as the sis, i help to take care of him.
i know im nice x)
left with ruiqi at 5:55pm.
fall asleep in the train.
im tired + bored.
that's why.
that's all about the chalet.
meet up with mr.see, limzhen, shurong, jt and dom for lunch ytd.
treat dom porridge but he only ate few mouthful.
boo. wasted~
saw steph they all.
so went to talk to her.
told her something.
and she took it serious..
I WAS JUST JOKING LARH DARILING, HAIYOO.
after that, went to take neoprint with zhen,jt and dom.
that was the worst neoprint i've ever taken.
and definately, zhen was very disappointed.
nevermind :DD
not gonna continue anymore.
its already a very long post.
sorry limzhen, cant make it again today :[
haishh.
what can i say now.
there's someone new there to care for me.
and someone to replace him arh?
can i say im still like waiting for him?
im just hoping him to say something then most likely i won't get into a new r/s.
christmas is coming..
will he be sending me a christmas card, fulfilling my wish?
that was all i ask for..
okay. i shldn't be thinking about him.
anyway.
i also dunnoe what i want now :/
i'm still wondering why u can let me go so easily..
am i nothing to you =X
nevermind.
sorry to this particular guy for rejecting you..

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